[00:21.23] Lost in throes
[00:23.58] Of a life i hardly know
[00:26.15] So don't make it worse
[00:27.54] I can't afford the hearse
[00:28.90] Hold my hand as veins run cold
[00:31.99] Raise a glass
[00:34.32] Sole witness, take the stand
[00:37.08] Heavy hearts won't grieve
[00:38.25] That soon I'll be
[00:39.62] That body in the bag
[00:42.91] A sharp inhale climbing up the walls of the room
[00:45.42] Pill meets tongue, wash down, ceramic dripping maroon
[00:48.19] Leaving numbers, catch-up tones to wake up at noon
[00:50.77] Still saying "hope to see you soon!" (ugh)
[00:53.35] A bitter process, two steps back, the match still alight
[00:56.14] Drawing hearts on the mirror so reflections won't bite
[00:58.81] Idled thumbs love taking up the rest of your time
[01:01.55] So kick back as ash turns to white
[01:04.10] So is it raining where you are?
[01:06.68] Well, I'm stuck here counting scars
[01:09.46] I won't dream, but it feels bizarre
[01:11.98] To find new leads, but no cigar
[01:14.74] Say good sir, are you playing dumb?
[01:17.39] Or throwing feasts for beelzebub?
[01:20.12] Eyes glazed by the seventh month
[01:22.85] Settle down, find a place to come undone
[01:25.26] Lost in throes
[01:27.41] Of a life i hardly know
[01:30.15] So don't make it worse
[01:31.45] I can't afford the hearse
[01:32.93] Hold my hand as veins run cold
[01:35.88] Raise a glass
[01:38.24] Sole witness, take the stand
[01:40.89] Heavy hearts won't grieve
[01:42.12] That soon I'll be
[01:43.54] That body in the bag
[01:46.88] So take
[01:48.25] Your time
[01:49.53] Let the world pass you by
[01:51.63] Exhale and it's gone
[01:54.28] Those nights feel so long
[01:57.55] So lie
[01:58.85] That line
[02:00.17] Familiar "you'll be fines"
[02:02.32] Down triptans and wine
[02:04.81] Under fluorescent light
[02:07.81] Spilling my guts just to share the pain
[02:10.54] Blood under nails, no one else to blame
[02:13.26] Salts of earth gather at the grave
[02:16.02] A mildew heartbeat can't be saved
[02:18.52] Dead on arrival, still on parade
[02:21.33] Play word games just to see charades
[02:23.92] Oh, angel, are you okay?
[02:26.57] Sure, I'll survive long enough, but I'm afraid
[02:29.22] So let go
[02:31.53] Those wishbones you broke alone
[02:39.93] So below
[02:42.38] You'll finally reap what you've sown
[02:49.35] Cause I'm
[02:50.59] Lost in throes
[02:52.94] Of a life i hardly know
[02:55.49] So don't make it worse
[02:56.87] I can't afford the hearse
[02:58.28] Hold my hand as veins run cold
[03:01.18] Raise a glass
[03:03.50] Sole witness, take the stand
[03:06.33] Heavy hearts won't grieve
[03:07.57] That soon I'll be
[03:08.96] That body in the bag
[03:12.16] So take
[03:13.61] Your time
[03:14.94] Let the world pass you by
[03:16.92] Exhale and it's gone
[03:19.67] Those nights feel so long
[03:22.81] So lie
[03:24.25] That line
[03:25.48] Familiar "you'll be fines"
[03:27.53] Down triptans and wine
[03:30.19] Under fluorescent light
[03:33.15] Close your eyes
[03:35.66] Come hell or higher tide
[03:38.11] Salt-wound routine
[03:39.48] Rinse and repeat
[03:40.97] Cast pearls before the swine
[03:43.99] Hide alone
[03:46.11] Fear this is all you'll know
[03:48.70] Still, morning comes
[03:50.22] And you can't outrun
[03:51.59] The warm glow of the sun
[03:54.36] 