There's someone that you once loved
I'm sorry I can't be
You hold a ghost of me
My thoughts they tend to travel
To where I lost my soul
And my darkest days repeat

And you know
That I want you
Even though I push you further away
But my scars
Push my fears through
And I hold you like a silver grenade

I've tried to find the answer
To resurrect my heart
To go back to the start
Sometimes the human starts to wake up
And I see the wreck I am
When you're still a work of art

And you know
That I want you
Even though I push you further away
But my scars
Push my fears through
And I hold you like a silver grenade

Will you set yourself free
When the cold regret is all that I can see
Will you show me to bleed
How to recapture the essence that is me
I promise I've tried
But guilt and fear cloud my vision
Every decision, I know
It's my fault
But if you hold me closer
The pain feels over
For now

And you know
That I want you
Even though I push you further away
But my scars
Push my fears through
And I hold you like a silver grenade