I remember when I first gave you my heart I never felt so alive I never felt this before And like our love couldn't die But when I had to take some time put my faith on the line I had to leave you behind And all the time we ever spent has really gone under mind And if you really love me tell me why we're at war Conversations with your pictures really tear me apart And now everywhere I look it's like I see your face How do I run away knowing nothing will change Hope I can do it on my own again without feeling this way And oh baby it'll never be the same probably wishing I'd stay Show you I can find myself once again, even when it feels strange Why don't you wanna maintain Until them people switch lanes And you ain't under that shade Corruptions rotting your veins Thinking am I okay I hope the pride is worth the shame Cause in the end it's all the same Your choices are your own to make And I just hope you end up safe Cause all you think about is pain And treat this shit just like a game Let's take it back to making change For once just think about your lane cause lately it's all been so fake so all I wonder is All I wonder is How do I run away knowing nothing will change Hope I can do it on my own again without feeling this way And oh baby it'll never be the same probably wishing I'd stay Show you I can find myself once again, even when it feels strange