They catch me out of therapy
My therapist was scared of me
That notes that she's been writing down
Are swimming in some kero—, shut up
Burn it down
I'm dancing on these ashes now
I got my demons tapping out
Like, how come no one's laughing now
At night, I lay awake
'Cause I can't fall asleep
I'm counting monsters now
'Cause they killed all the sheep
There's nothing wrong with me
There's nothing wrong with me
There's nothing wrong with me
There's nothing wrong—

I'm going apeshit
Break shit
Tearing up the place, shit
Jumping out my body
I won't slow down for nobody, hu
Shake shit
Break shit
Nothing left to say, bitch
Jumping out my body
I won't slow down for nobody


Going apeshit
Break shit
Tearing up the place, shit
Jumping out my body
I won't slow down for nobody, hu
Shake shit
Break shit
Nothing left to say, bitch
Jumping out my body
I won't slow down for nobody, no

Called my doctor and told him that the meds don't work
'Cause I've taken half the bottle and my head still hurts
Got the devil on my shoulder saying I need church
Don't know how my dark side always finds me first
I guess I can't hide
The storm inside my mind is growing
I might capsize
It's like I'm tryna write goodbyes with both my hands tied
Someone tell my mom and dad I'm not the bad guy
Or am I?

(I'm going apeshit)
(Break shit)
(Tearing up the place, shit)
(Jumping out my body)
(I won't slow down for nobody, hu)
Shake shit
Break shit
Nothing left to say, bitch
Jumping out my body
I won't slow down for nobody


Going apeshit
Break shit
Tearing up the place, shit
Jumping out my body
I won't slow down for nobody, hu
Shake shit
Break shit
Nothing left to say, bitch
Jumping out my body
I won't slow down for nobody, no

(Fuck it)
I'm leaving my body
My mind is a madhouse, hu
I'm crashing this party
Invited my psychologist
I call her my thotty
Woke up again in a hospital room
Surrounded by flowers and tons of balloons
Thank God I'm alive
Now fuck all of you