Bullet to my brain
Before I go insane and relapse
I look into the mirror
Just hopin' that somebody speaks back (Yeah)

Where does the story begin? Better yet, when does it end?
Took my whole life to admit life ain't about fitting in
I'd be surrounded by friends, feeling like I was alone
This mansion that I'm livin' in just doesn't feel like a home
As I got older, brushed that chip off my shoulder
Just let go of my grudges, hold my family much closer
Saw the world changin' colors like the leaves in October
I know that winter was comin', but summer's right 'round the corner

Bullet to my brain
Before I go insane and relapse, yeah
I'm lookin' in the mirror
Just hopin' that somebody speaks back (Speak back, yeah)
And I just scream
'Til these words come out my mouth
It's not too late to change, there's always time to turn it around
But first you gotta put the gun down


But first you gotta put the gun down
First you gotta put the gun down

Know what it's like to be lost, tryna be something I'm not
Spent life tryna be rich with no one to spend it all on
Thought I was too far gone, saw the world and all cons
Life ain't a video game, can't get another respawn
So I live life to the fullest, stop loadin' these bullets
Started countin' on myself 'cause I found out I could do it
Gotta get up and push through it, no matter how hard it's gettin'
This gunshot might kill me, but it hurts everyone that it misses

Bullet to my brain
Before I go insane and relapse, yeah
I look into the mirror
Just hopin' that somebody speaks back (Speak back, yeah)
And I just scream
'Til these words come out my mouth
It's not too late to change, there's always time to turn it around
But first you gotta put the gun down

But first you gotta put the gun down, down


I spit the bullet from the back my mouth
And give myself another chance of livin'
I gotta be the one to help myself
Yeah, I'm on a mission

Tunnel vision in my brain
Before I go insane and relapse, yeah
I look into the mirror
Just hopin' that somebody speaks back, yeah (Aight, you gotta scream right here)
And I just scream
'Til these words come out my mouth
It's not too late to change, there's always time to turn it around
But first you gotta put the gun down

But first you gotta put the gun down
But first you gotta put the gun down