Heaven’s for a slave, you obey and behave But I am a free man, now And I act for no hand, follow no command but one Hell’s for a slaver, a dead dominator But I couldn’t care anyhow Where he is going, it’s only worth knowing he’s gone And I’m lost in a heart that is breaking open slowly like an egg, newborn and ready to feed Begging through a crying mouth, and an aching jaw When you asked me to stay Is a slave what you saw? I thought I could have it all I thought for a second I could have it all In a house that’s not mine you will find me Standing alone All this time in this place, all the years that I've chased, how I tried In a room that is yours, you of course would Welcome me into your home But why would you want to let someone like me inside? And I’m found in a city that feels, isn’t that strange? Haven’t I pushed myself close Enough to the edge with my fears, my regrets and my rage, chasing ghosts? Did you think I’d give in To my skin, the pathways that call? Someday I will give you my all I promise you, someday, I will give you it all And I swear by the maker, by the hand of fate if fate exists You were waiting just for me, in the clearing of that alienage I will follow you downward, through death if it’s required And through worse if that’s required too I’m free, but I belong to you To you... In the back of a bar, I saw a part Of a life that I wanted to know But nothing is free from the stain on my heart and my soul Behind wine covered walls you answered my call Sometimes I’m not sure why you bothered at all I apologized for all of my lies and my faults And I’m cut from the cord of destruction and given to love, illiterate, angry and pained Who knew I’d acquire a taste for the life lived unchained? When you asked me to stay When you touched me that way, I thought I saw… I think we can have it all My love, we can have it all