(And remember, if you can't love yourself
How the hell are you gonna love somebody else?
Can I get an amen up in here?)

Yeah, every blurred relationship's my first and only love
I've been trying to find the substance in the shadowed lack thereof
I've been looking for pieces of me in someone else
Tryna to find the things that I just can't find in myself

And I can't help but think that
Rupaul was right
Cause every love that I had
Is just a series of fights
It goes one week, two weeks, break up
One week, two weeks, make up
The cycle repeats with someone new

Everything's monotonous, I always end up tired
I think it's just my self confidence, I never feel desired
I end up throwing everything I have and things that no one asked
(I tell myself we were a perfect match)
(That's why we burned out fast)

And I can't help but think
That Rupaul was right
Cause every love that I had
Is just a series of fights

It goes one week, two weeks, break up
One week, two weeks, make up
The cycle repeats with someone new

Everybody says it
In every movie on TV
I'm not allowed to be alone
I'm not allowed to just love me

And I can't help but think
That Rupaul was right
Cause every love that I had
Is just a series of fights

It goes one week, two weeks, break up
One week, two weeks, make up
The cycle repeats with someone new