Ever since I became an honors boy
I never leave the house anymore
I just lie in bed and try to stay asleep forever
Is this what you wanted?

Deadlines loom like deadlights
Where was the me that got by just fine?
I don’t think I can take another year feeling this low

You burn me out, you sand me down
I’m too far deep to give up now
Bring me back to a time where I used to glow

Is this what you wanted?

Cause the only thing I feel like is a Grade A failure
Starе off into space, daydream of an answer
Losе track of days, wasting the hours
I wish I knew how to stay asleep forever

Is this what you wanted?
Good god, you sure got it
Tell me is this what you wanted?
I think this is what it feels like to be haunted


Tell me is this what you wanted?
Good god, you sure got it
Is this what you wanted?
Every day I lose a little bit of me

Is this what you wanted?

Since I became an honors boy
I never leave the house anymore

Cause the only thing I feel like is a Grade A failure
Stare off into space, daydream of an answer
Lose track of days, wasting the hours
I wish I knew how to stay asleep forever

And I’m sure getting older but I don’t feel any better
My worth in the world marked by grades in letters
I know myself enough to know I won’t get better
I wish I knew how to stay asleep forever

(Is this what you wanted?) I wish I knew how to stay asleep forever
(Is this what you wanted?) I wish I knew how to stay asleep forever
(Is this what you wanted?) I never leave the house anymore
I wish I knew how to stay asleep forever
(Is this what you wanted?) I never leave the house anymore
I wish I knew how to stay asleep


(... Good enough.)