I throw it away Walking the si lent road I t comes to me so vividly Wi th the brushst rokes Mechani cal man Dangerous and wi thout a plan So si lent ly come to me I ' ll wash i t a l l away So I 'm lef t to be a castaway And bur y al l this weight I covered i t inside And watched i t a l l decay Take i t a l l Unt i l I can't b reathe at a l l And the t rembl ing is al l I can rely on Mechani cal man Desperate and wi thout a p lan So si lent ly come to me I ' ll wash i t a l l away So I 'm lef t to be a castaway And bur y al l this weight I covered i t inside And watched i t a l l decay My mind is hidden from itsel f I can' t remember anything My past in pieces I 'm af raid and I don't know what I am And I don't know where to turn But I ' l l learn I'll learn Take aim at the hear t of the sun Thi s l i fe has just begun Learn, learn I hear i t cal l to me again To greet my hubr is wi th a gr in A spread of joker s in my hand To take me down and down again I feel my bones are weakening This weight I cannot take i t The gateway is gone Abandon the sun I feel the dawn of reckoning When the vei led meet s the wor ld I feel your hol d is weakening When I sing I wi l l be heard I wi l l be heard I wi l l be heard I wish I could be heard I wi l l be heard I wish I could be heard