If the words ain’t right ya Bottle em up inside And I keep rerunning These moments in my life (Mind) like I’m hiding somethin the truth inside the lie What am I becoming Can’t say it loud (Should i spell it out) Soft spoken I am not one to open up I’m broken But I’m slowly warming up Got my heartbeat drumming And it makes me feel alive (it races in the night) Then my mouth starts running Initiate decline and the gears keep spinning Who else can I blame So I Shut it all down(and I shut down the system) pulling all the plugs Soft spoken I am not one to open up I’m broken I am prone to go self destruct I’m moving fast but all the doors are closing Stuck running in place, any time of day On repeat, my inner clock is broken Infinite pursuit, nothing gained to lose Soft spoken I am not one to open up I’m broken I am prone to go self destruct