I know that I remember lying
But I don't remember why
Run your hands under my shirt
Feel you slow down on my thighs
If there's any blood left in my body
I'll fucking starve it out me
You said its all just for attention
I said I dont feel empathy

How much concealer does it take to live a lie
Why am I apathetic to the other side
Tear apart the styro let the life flow down into the drain

Maybe I can learn to love you
With ice cubes and rubber bands
You'll call this poetry on my grave
But melodrama in my hands
Look at my arms before my face
Tell me how beautiful I am
A worthless act of altruism
Something I'll never understand

What makes it worth coming back every fucking time
Do it with patience drawing straight parallel lines
If I tried harder you'd never have to hear me lie again