When things just get too much
Thoughts just boil up in my head
I'm screaming in my room
Hope the walls ain't talking back
When things just get too much
I'm just hanging off the edge
I don't want anyone to see me like that
I don't want
And I take meds to fight the side effects of meds I take
To fight the fucking stress I get from taking all these meds
I mean, I barely ever rest
Obsessing till the rest, just breaks my legs
Break my neck, say something
Why you looking at me like I ain't trying to save myself?
I can't win
I, I, I
I paint my nails bright red
To hide the blood
From scratching up my legs
When things just get too much
Thoughts just boil up in my head
I'm screaming in my room
Hope the walls ain't talking back
When things just get too much
I'm just hanging off the edge
I don't want anyone to see me like that
I don't want
Act like a higher purpose's calling, so I disregard my body
It's a vessel, I'm a mess, so I'm just laughing as I'm falling
Pour some liquor, pass a night, just to throw up in the morning
I just dry clean my insides, promise, you don't have to-
I'm sorry to make you worry
Two seconds, thirteen stories
I'll decorate the sidewalk, leave a mess
Let me go, I need some rest
Mom, I swear, I tried my
I paint my nails bright red
To hide the blood
From scratching up my legs
When things just get too much
Thoughts just boil up in my head
I'm screaming in my room
Hope the walls ain't talking back
When things just get too much
I'm just hanging off the edge
I don't want anyone to see me like that
I don't want