Looking in the mirror
My reflection got me triggered
You say that I'm looking pretty
I swear that I'm getting thinner
I think it must be obvious
I can't hear the compliments
Just feeling shitty
Think that everyone's oblivious

I'm hoping by the summer
I won't be feeling like I do
Sometimes I wonder
Will it always be a bummer? Yeah

There are times I wish that I was somebody else
Pretending I'm okay but, shit, I'm hating myself
Maybe I'm like everybody else
In between the smiles, I'm here in hell
I'm hating myself

Ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba
I'm hating myself
Ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba
I'm hating myself


Seeing a psychiatrist
Hoping I can get this fixed
Ask if I'm okay
I say, "No, not even a little bit"
Feels like I'm inhibited
Permanent piece of shit
Please just tell me anyway
That everything will be okay

I'm hoping by the summer
I won't be feeling like I do
Sometimes I wonder
Will it always be a bummer? Yeah

There are times I wish that I was somebody else
Pretending I'm okay but, shit, I'm hating myself
And maybe I'm like everybody else
In between the smiles, I'm here in hell
I'm hating myself

Ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba
I'm hating myself
Ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba
I'm hating myself


They say I'm being too cautious, sick too often
Maybe it's nothing
Change the topic 'til it's all forgotten
But I think it's common

Ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba
I'm hating myself
Ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba
I'm hating myself

There are times I wish that I was somebody else
Pretending I'm okay but shit I'm hating myself
And maybe I'm like everybody else
In between the smiles, I'm here in hell
I'm hating myself

Ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba
I'm hating myself
Ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba